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[Jun. 16th, 2005|10:32 pm] |
Alright, so. Some fuckwit has been reading my journal for awhile now and leaving some grand and insightful anonymous comments, which feels much like I imagine it would to have a dirty mutt come out of absolutely nowhere, drag its arse into your home and leave surprise shits all over your carpet.
I have toyed with the idea of making my entire journal Friends Only, but apparently that involves individually editing every single entry, and since I am currently approaching my 700th entry and I'm only really changing it because of some dickhole, I decided to veto that idea (unless anyone has any better/faster suggestions?).
Point being: from now on, my journal is
FRIENDS ONLY |
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[Jun. 14th, 2005|12:56 pm] |
I had this strange, complicated dream last night (or this morning) so I'm writing the important parts down.
There was some sort of conflict going on in society, and myself, my friends and family were a rebel group. Towards the end of the dream, I got shot something like 20 times in the stomach at superclose range, and I was sure I was going to die, but I didn't. My family and friends helped me and we went in two little truck things to this grassy area near a big building. Everyone stayed awhile and they were sorting out what they had to do (they'd have to go into the building disguised as the enemy and try to take over things from the inside out). I knew I couldn't go, because I was all weak and bloody. But they had to go, and I knew it too, and I was ok with it. So they drove off except for Dad and my sister. My sister kind of hung back whilst Dad and I talked. He said I was looking ok, and I lifted my shirt to look at my stomach for the first time and tried to pull out one of the bullets, but it was all squishy and yuck so I figured I'd do them all later when I was alone. We talked more and then Dad got up to go, and then this weird thing happened. This music started playing, and in the dream the sunset looked completely brilliant, and there was a lake nearby which looked beautiful and I was lying in this long smooth swaying grass and that moment just pinpointed how grateful I was to be alive, and how beautiful the world could be. I can remember that picture really clearly in my mind. I was sort of half laughing, half crying in the dream. Then the music faded and I saw Dad leaving and I suddenly felt this despair, I didn't want to be left alone anymore, I didn't even know if anyone I knew would make it out of the place alive or what would become of me, and I called out to him desperately for him to say goodbye just one more time. He turned around. |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|02:29 pm] |
Since I finally have a moment to myself on this thing, I thought I'd update :0
Friday night I went to a PCYC gig to see pretty much all the same bands I saw at the Harp a couple weeks ago. The crowd's always so crap at those things. About 50 people came for Chaz H Scally and then left. There was a crowd of roughly 20 people for all the other bands, which was pretty lame since they played really well. I was pretty much there just for social shit, I saw a few people I hadn't seen in ages too like Maxi and Joel 8) I also met Joha and Coco for the first time :0 hahah that was really cool. I was tripping out cause I thought I'd seen them at the start of the gig, but I figured I must have been wrong. BUT the best part of the night would have had to be when my car got locked in the fucking carpark overnight because judges shuts at 10 now and I hadn't noticed.
Sooo on Saturday Mum and I went to Penrith to retrieve my poor little car (no fines at least) and then did some shopping and stuff. I got an AWESOME NEW SHIRT eeee I love it and it was only 16 bucks (down from 34 oh man I'm good). I'll put a picture of it up here later maybe. I got my sister's birthday present and also I know what I'm gonna get Rinda now 8) So I will do that this week, probably before I go to an exam or sumpin when I'm in Penno again.
That night I went with G to her boyfriend Andrew's 21st which turned out to be ace. When I first got there I was like aughghgh with that feeling that you only know 3 people there, and those 3 people know lots of other people >.< But Maddy and G were really cool with sticking by me, and then I mingled some and met some new people who were all really cool. Andrew's family were awesome as well 8) But yeah it was a good night. I got home at 5am. When did this start happening? I remember when getting in at 1am was a late night. So much stuff seems to be happening lately, there's always a party or a gig or something to go to. I honestly can't remember the last weekend where I haven't been at least invited to go out and do something, regardless of whether I've gone or not...
Anyways, I actually managed to wake up the next day and head out with my family to see uncle Rod's new place. It's a pretty cool house. I was tired and shit but it was still cool to catch up with people, so that was good.
Now I have to start REALLY studying. First exam on the 16th D: |
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|12:35 pm] |
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awesome i owe you one |
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|12:03 pm] |
to whatever powers that may be
if i'm not feeling sick when i stand up, i'll give you a cupcake |
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[Jun. 11th, 2005|05:06 pm] |
Trav says:
Whatcha up to this week?
Liz says:
pooing in the bushes
Liz says:
that's just a rough plan you know
Liz says:
more of a goal than anything |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|06:08 pm] |
oh man I am busy -_-
So I got my accepty letter :D I will be working in the Crown HR department in the holidays awesommmmmme. I just did a really impressive burp.
Tomorrow night Nick wants me to go to this comedy gig in the city with her and Anna. Then Friday is a PCYC gig. On the weekend I might go to Andrew's party with G (see Paul I did remember it just took me like a day). Sunday night is family stuff.
How am I fitting in studying? That is a very good question.
Yep...
Tagged by elleh noodle whose lj name I have momentarily forgotten. Things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs.
*Spending the whole day wearing pjs/underwear/naked suit
*showers
*playing guitar (got new strings today yayyy!)
*internetting
*chill musics
*pointless computer games
*reading
*tea ^__^
*sleeping
i got bored i cbf tagging other people either -_- |
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[Jun. 7th, 2005|09:33 am] |
ohhhh.. hi
So let's see. Lately I went to some gigs. Soon I will go to more. Exams are coming up and so is Rinda's 18th wheeee
Uhh
Yesterday G came and we did some stuff. We went through the carwash and did some other stuff... like... we went to Trav's and we stole a shitload of his dvds which was cool. She came back to my place and we watched Scrubs, and Team America, and then we had a pizza and then we watched Saw and Garden State and Who Framed Roger Rabbit. Got to sleep at about... urgh. Too late, and had to wake up at 7am cause she had to take her car in to get serviced. Then I couldn't go back to bed because I had to drop my sister off at school. So now I've fucking had breakfast already and I don't feel like going back to sleep anymore.
What to do with the day... I should probably start studying. So what am I really doing? Watching old Frenzal film clips and not wearing any pants.
I want something to do. I FUCKING HATE BEING UP EARLY >: When you wake up at 2, there's not even a day left to waste. Now I have a whole day in front of me, what am I going to do with it? I have a few tapes, but as if they'll last me. I'll have to dig out some old computer games. I can't really be fucked driving anywhere, I'm almost outta petrol n cbf filling up.
I have no problem with wasting days, as long as I'm not acutely aware that I am :\ cunty cunt cunt. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|07:52 pm] |
Dear Durry,
Tonight I dared my sister to drink roughly a shot glass worth of chilli sauce, and she fucking did it 8) She drank the whole thing. She always goes through with insane dares. Hahah what a fucking champ.
I have to write roughly 7 pages worth of shit tonight. I'm writing about vaginas again.
Imo Inequality and Human Rights should have been renamed "Too much fucking tedious work" so that then I would have known for sure not to have taken this bastard course.
It's going to be one of those nights. |
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[May. 26th, 2005|01:00 am] |
FUCKING HELL I feel as though I've written a bloody novel and I have only written a page. This essay was so much harder than I thought it would be once I actually sat down and started trying to write it. I fucked up at so many points and had to go back and rewrite it because it's really hard to stick to the question. Here is the questionyintroductionwhatever:
It has been stated that the subordinate position of women in society is a reality, and that no amount of political posturing by feminists is going to change the situation. The following essay will discuss this statement, drawing upon the various feminist theories of sexual inequality.
At first I tried to do it systematically by going through the different feminist views, but that didn't work out. Then I started discussing issues of inequality for women and the different perspectives' views on the issues, but that didn't quite align with the question. Finally I defined 'subordinate' and started discussing what different groups thought made women subordinate (eg radicals blaming men, Marxists/socialists blaming societal structure, liberals blaming... what do liberals blame, anyway? They don't even seem to blame anyone, all they care about is equality. How can you fix stuff if you haven't identified the real root of the problem?).
So yeah, I'm FINALLY on the right track. It's going to get easier when I move on to discussing the Waves and how feminists have changed things. I really wanted this finished by tonight, but it looks like I'm going to have to take advantage of the extra day. Oh well. I'll keep writing til 2am and hopefully knock most of it over. |
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[May. 25th, 2005|09:17 pm] |
Mum took Aunty Tess to the hospital
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[May. 25th, 2005|08:42 pm] |
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I have been listening to the cd you made me so much Erione <3 loves for you.
Hahah I love at the end of this song when he goes "that's how I does it!" oh man it always cracks me up XD |
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[May. 21st, 2005|06:43 pm] |
http://www.supermegacomics.com |
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[May. 20th, 2005|06:08 pm] |
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
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Paul is your soulmate. |
| You consider Georgia your true friend. |
| You know that Erin is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Erione for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Tom is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Kerrie is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Rinneh is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Rinneh changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Martini is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Martini has a hidden internet romance. |
hahah that was correct in some respects i suppose, cept for skanky Rinna and Martini's HIDDEN ROMANCE :0 |
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[May. 19th, 2005|12:02 am] |
So I managed to stretch it out over a good few hours, but nevertheless I have now consumed a bottle of V. Which is equivalent to 1.5 cans. I'm not even bouncing off the walls right now, which shows that naturally I would have been falling asleep by now and failing away. I <3 you V.
I'm pretty much almost finished my report. It was only 1000 words anyway. It's kind of hard to keep it cut down to that, though, like that's only 2 pages and there's 4 sections I'm supposed to write on. So there's no time to really discuss anything. O well.
Once I finish it's going to be pretty shit because I won't be able to sleep for hours 8) That's ok though because I have another bottle of V for tomorrow. la la la. I feel like Barney Gumble. JUST HOOK IT TO MY VEEEEINS
Gumble is a great word.
Despite my V-filled night I've actually been doing real good with not drinking it. I decided I'm saving it for last-minute-assignment nights, and then I get to drink the fuck outta it.
It would be great if V was magical and made you never have to sleep again and you always felt fine without sleep. If I could have a superpower it would be never having to rest or sleep. That's a pretty dumb superpower but imagine how useful it would be.
Actually I changed my mind. If I could fly it'd be awesome and I'd make mad money off my cool stunts that nobody else could do. That would be some crazy shit.
Maybe I'll take both 8) and flying can be my replacement for sleep so I never get tired or something
babble |
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[May. 18th, 2005|09:28 pm] |
What Your Dreams Mean... |
Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.
You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.
Overall, you are very content in your life.
You tend to be a very productive thinker.
Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.
You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.
You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.
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I just liked that picture
man i sure do waste time with complete shit when i have heaps of work to do :C |
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[May. 18th, 2005|09:15 pm] |
Ode To V
by Lizzeh
O precious V
The gentle sigh as I stroke your neck and remove your cap
Entices me to inhale your smoky mist
Your aroma is sexual nectar
Your thrilling bubbles carress my tongue
You spill softly down my throat
Leaving behind a trail of your sweetness
You nestle in my belly
Converting me to a twitching madwoman
There will always be a place for you inside of me
It is called my stomach
O precious V.
<3 |
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[May. 18th, 2005|06:43 pm] |
WOW A DAY
ok here it goes
Actually it was pretty boring >.< I went in to my Sociology lect and it was alright. It was pretty interesting, actually. I feel like a dick for missing lectures, because I do enjoy them when I'm there. I went for lunch with Nichole and Anna afterwards, and I got this lasagne which was fucking ace and yum :0 We had a good long talk about Jon. Ehehehe
Mmmm then we went to the library to do "work"... I wasted 2 of the 3 hours I had free, just chatting and being a jackass. I had some song stuck in my head that I kept humming. Eventually I got around to finding these books I need as extra references for my report, which I'll do after I'm done writing here (and looking at comics... and probably some other stuff).
Interpersonal was deathly boring today, and Psych wasn't great either. I didn't like the woman lecturing very much. After it was over I stocked up on V and gave Martini a lift to Kingswood. I also dropped Patto off at his house because I am nice. We saw this big car crash when we were coming out of the uni D: It was bad. There have been so many car crashes lately, so I've been extra careful.
Hurrrrrrrm
yeah that's it |
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[May. 16th, 2005|09:53 pm] |
Woke at 10:30 this morn feeling very sleep deprived. Pulled on my 2-week-jeans, shoes and the hoodie that I sleep in half the time and only just remembered to brush my teeth before heading out the door. Forgot that people were fucking with electricity stuff today, and although they hadn't notified us that they would, they'd blocked off our driveway. They ended up letting me through, and I made it to my appointment at the dentist's only 5 minutes late. Our dentist is a nice man. My teeth are all well and good apparently, although my wisdom teeth should maybe come through in the next 8 months.
After my toothy adventures I drove back home, only to find that the driveway was now even more blocked off than before and that there was a huge fucking telegraph pole lying across it. I ended up going to Penrith and then calling Brentyon. Meeting up with him was cool because I hadn't seen him in fucking aaaaages. We drove back to his place and bummed round for a bit, chatting and stuff. Then we went to pick up some of his friends, and there was a scary thing (I can't be bothered explaining that bit). One of the guys used to go to school with me, he was in the year under. He looks SO much different now, he's grown up heaps and yes a lot more piercings. We talked about scary teachers, and the whole child porn thing. "We can make beautiful music together!" He thought Griffo was the one who'd done it, haha oh man I can imagine that.
They put Ace Ventura on, and it reminded me of Vincent -_- him and his flat tire thing. It was always so bad when that movie came on tv, because Vinnie would talk like a Jim Carrey clone for weeks afterwards. I spent most of the time in that movie either half asleep, chuckling or foot wrestling with Brentyon. At one point the video fucked up and started sounding like satan and we watched it like that for a bit, even though it was probably messing up the VCR pretty bad. It was funnier than the actual movie. You don't get that kind of shit with all them dvds nowadays, no sir.
So yeeeah at around 4 I left. Gave Brentyon big hugs and found out I can actually pick him up XD I am stronglady. Drove home and the fuckers had finally cleared the driveway, so I went inside and took a hard earned shower. It was grand.
Erin's away on camp this week, and Mum's leaving for Brisbane to do uni stuff tomorrow night, so it'll just be Dad and I at home. Sadface 8( I will have a lot more time on my own since Dad doesn't usually get home til late, but I guess that's a good thing because maybe then I will do my work. Such the work do I have. |
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[May. 13th, 2005|04:10 pm] |
Went in to uni this morning to find out that morning classes weren't on because a pipe had burst or something, and they shut the whole building down trying to fix it but it was taking them ages. I was a little pissed, considering that I was thinking of wagging but didn't OUT OF THE GOODNESS OF MY HEART, and I went out sleep deprived in the rain and shit to drive there and my class was cancelled. I tried to call Erione to tell her about it but she didn't pick up :C So I rang Maddy and told her, and we both decided to fuck uni right off and go to Penrith. We bummed round the shops, had lunch with Emmy on her break, and saw a movie. We saw BOGEYMAN in honour of Friday 13th. Ahaha it was pretty lollin. Then I dropped Maddy at Springwood station. She is fun ^_________^
Hummm and I picked Erin up from school and now I'm here. Turns out I am going to the gig tonight after all. Martini bailed and so has Elleh apparently ;_; How poop. But yeah, Mum's going into the city to hang out with uni friends and she said she'd drop G and I at M-ville. Which is nice, but from the sound of the place I'm wondering whether she'll be like "OH FUCK THIS" and not drop us off at all -_-
But yeah so yay fun. Hopefully. I don't love the idea of being stuck there without a car but oh well. I am thinking that Dave etc will take care of us because they are good lads. |
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